Do you ever feel like it is soooo hard to surrender?
I don't mean giving up little bits and pieces of something. Not just handing over a portion of something. By surrender I mean giving up everything.
This week I have been dealing with possibly the hardest situation in my entire life. I have always felt before that I was pretty good at giving God my "full" trust. I felt like I was fully surrendered to God and that no matter what happened, that God would have control...
This week I have been stretched beyond belief.
I am broken. I am beaten. I am destroyed.
I...have...nothing...left...to...give...
It is in this complete brokenness and desperation that I find myself seeing why God wants our full surrender, and also why it is so important to surrender fully to God.
I am inadequate and have nothing left to give, and it is because of this that I can now rely on God's strength. It is because of this that I can now rely fully on God's wisdom. It is because of this that I can rely fully on God's love.
I...have...nothing...left...to...give...
...I surrender...
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